Alone even in Dreams

I had a dream that I went to a restaurant with family. We ordered a lot of food, so much in fact that we had to split into two tables because the original just couldn’t hold it all. But really there was just barely enough room, so the people at my table got up to chat with the others but never came back so I was all alone the whole time and no one noticed. The waitress was very nice. She was japanese american. They brought me my food(yes I know this is out of order, but hey it’s a dream) but ended up forgetting my drinks. I felt so bad in the dream that I did not even mention it until the end when the nice japanese american waitress came and asked if everything was ok. The meal and such, like they usually ask, not me. I told her about the drinks and she and the manager both felt bad and apologized. The drinks had gone to the other table, no one there noticed. At this point I became aware it was a dream and woke up.

This is just a personal entry. The point being that even when I dream, I seem to feel and be alone and/or have those feelings of low worth, being unimportant, being unnoticed, being insignificant, etc.

As a side note,

oddly enough the waitress seemed to be the only center figure besides me. I remember her face and she was genuinely nice, not fake. the family were actually faceless and not specified individually at all and mostly unimportant.